One final post in your ‘honor’
Im still in shock. Even if i had a feeling that you were just leading me on, I was not expecting it to be to that extent. Out of all the people i would expect to pull such a move, you were not on the list. How could you? You were aware of my feelings for you & my fears, yet you still fooled mes. I completely trusted you. I was there for you. I feel like an idiot. I feel used. But y’know what? You’re the one who is really at loss here, because not only you lost the chance to be with me, but you also lost me as a friend.
I wish I could tell you all of this, but I wouldnt do that to the one who has actually shown interest and has paid me all the attention i’ve demanded without asking for anything back. Just someone to talk to during the time away from home. You should learn from this person, so you know how a real man acts.
Have a good life, not being part of mine.